This happened about a week ago. Which was about 3 months after my mom died. I remember it all. I had my CD player on listening to Good Charlotte, the lights were off only a little light from the hallway, I was really really depressed, I was crying and screaming asking god to kill me so I could be with my mom. When my CD player started acting real weird. It started rushing through all the songs. And it got faster and faster until I stopped crying and looked up. And then it stopped and all it played was "Hold on, If you feel like letting go, Hold On, It gets better than you know" and played it over and over. About 3 times. Until the CD player just turned off. Suddenly I had a chill that ran down my back. And felt that someone was staring at me but I saw no one. It was so quiet..... I think it was Stephanie. Giving me a sign to hold my head up and obviously hold on! I had another incident where I was watching TV. and the TV did the same thing. Rushed through the channels. And then turned off and on. 3 times. Again I had the feeling someone was staring at me but turning around to see nothing. My immediate thought was "My mom" and/or "Stephanie". One of my friends said that it was probably a sign from her. And it was probably her, because she was my first thought. He also made a comment on how it was 3 months, happened 3 times everytime and that it's only happened twice so it'll probably happen again. "Bad luck comes in threes" he says. So now I'm a little paranoid.